Struck By My Own Thoughts.

He's taken you for granted.

2009-09-06T10:13:00.004+08:00

Listening to ; Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

So I haven't been updating, sue me.
I've either been very lazy or very busy.
Its both, so too bad.

Tomorrow's a holiday ! YES. No school, baguuus. So I'll just start my homework then la.
Kills me to realize how finals are only 4 weeks away. Homg. Kill me would ya' ?
Stress like crazyy. Then next year form 5 ? Future's already killing me. Ugh.

Today is a Sundaeeeee. :p
Later I'm heading to the Curve with the whole of Science 2. Can't wait. <3
I need an outfit though. Cupboard's getting boring by the day.
Now this is why daddy gives money. ;)

Ohgodd ! I'm having such bad cramps. I don't know whether its my time of the month or its hernia cramps. :S Painful as hell. Maybe its something I ate ? I ate maggi goreng and twiggies for sahur. Hhaha. :D Damn nice. Or maybee, it was the overdose of sugar I had yesterday ? .. NAH.

Okay, I hate blogging now. Tah ah. Boring dowhh.
I just wanna reach my 100th post. :D
So this makes 85. 15 more to go !
I can do this.

Bye x

Reminiscing

2009-08-31T12:05:00.003+08:00

Firstly,

SELAMAT MERDEKA !
Today we celebrate 52 years of freedom.
Noone's really in the mood for a celebration.
Bummer dudes, bummer.

So yesterday I've been reminiscing a lot. I've been looking at photo albums and boy, I miss them times. So much easier, where the world was just so much, well yea you get the point. sigh.
I really love this picture. HAHHA.

I look like some serious punk wannabe okay, haha, right Sya.
HAHHA. Look at Erika's face. :p
Never gets old man, this pic.

Okay I started on homework yesterday (Y) .
& I shall continue and finish it today ! I hope.
Bye. x

Thats why I want ya' to know.

2009-08-29T17:36:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Gardens & surprisingly I bought nothing. Well, at least a cd never counts.
Went with mummy and little sister, Aminah.
I didn't shop because I couldn't shop because Aminah was being annoying. . >(
Grr & I was really looking forward to spending my money in some way ! Haha. :p

About to head to Tropicana soon. Sister has to see friend and pick some shizz up.
Sigh. I'm so bored la babs. Homework's calling but I ain't listeninn'. :D
I'll just start tomorrow, haha. Damn I hope I start tomorrow.
Okay I'm blabbing, know why ? Cause I'm so darn bored..ish.
I wanna go now. Bye. x

So far away ;

2009-08-28T10:59:00.003+08:00

Another boring day will go by now.
Suppose to head out to the curve with my girlies, but decided not to,
save my mum the stress, sorry babes. :(

I've finished Physics, Biology, & half of Maths homework.
So all that's left is Chem, Add Math, English and the other half of my maths homework.
Oh god, why the hell do they even call it a holiday when I can't relax ? Grr.

I've been opening my photo booth recently. No, not to take pictures mind you. Haha.
Looking at the past photos, hmm, I tend to reminisce a lot nowadays.

Oh btw, I had a MAJOR FML moment yesterday. HAHA.
Okay so yesterday I was sitting on my roof, I like doing that, it gives me peace. 0:)
I was looking up at the sky until bird poop fell on my shoulder. -.-

Yea so thank god I wore my home shirts, so no biggie. :)
& I did not smell it Aly. :p

& with this, I conclude yet again.
I have been updating my blog, wow.
Thats cause I've got no life. MHMMM.
BYE. x

BYE BYE BYE

2009-08-27T12:04:00.002+08:00

No more games, no more lies.
No more puzzles, no more lies.
Just, no more, please.

Emo post, yes I know, I just gotta say this so bare with me.
I know tis' the time for me to let go,
Why ? Cause you don't seem to give a damn.
I'd sure be glad to go on as friends,
but even as that, I can't bare having the thought that it may just spark again,
so with this, its really goodbye,
until I find the guts and strength to hold back,
& trust me, it can take some time.

Okay done. Now I'm just looking forward to Friday.
That's even if I can go,
till next time.
x

Boredom srikes

2009-08-26T08:44:00.004+08:00

The holidays have still been very boring. Yesterday I went out with Sya & Shez but I realized that malls can be so damn boring when I can't eat. :p Watched I love you Beth Cooper. Storyline was so stupid but it was hilariouss. Not a movie to watch infront of parents mind you. ;)

Day before, stayed at home the whole day, planned to do homework but I was too lazy. No surprise there. ;) I realize I wake up very early during the holidays. Weird. I've been up ever since 7.45. Day before yesterday, I woke up at 10.30 which is the latest I've ever woken up. Yes, THE LATEST. Tomorrow may have plans to chill at BV with fish and .. omg nikki, you don't have a nickname . :O Okay I'm just gonna call her monster. :p With FISH&MONSTER. :D I love you too.

Today, mum ajak me go out to Midvalley with her, but I malas ahh. :p
Should I ? If it gets me out of the house right ? Hmm. I don't know I'll think about it.
I need money. I'm so broke, I only have like about 50 bucks left ? I spend 38 bucks on hair yesterday and 12 to buy food for buka. :p SOMEONE still owes me rm90. ;)

Okay thats all I wanna say now. I wanna mandi. Omg, its only 9am ?
Grr, noone's really awake at this time. Okay byee x

Help;

2009-08-24T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hi. I'm bored. Omgg, I'm SO BORED.
I fell asleep while doing homework. Damn smart huh ?
What felt like an extra 3 hours of extra sleep was only an hour. Grr.
I have a really bad stomach ache. Puasa's really starting to rub on me. :(
So I forced myself to sleep to ease the pain. & now, I'm not sleepy. Ish.

I'm gonna force myslef to sleep early tonight to get up at 3 and watch liverpool.
ho'yeahh. hardcore man.
OR I can just pull an all-nighter ? Might as well right ? Sahur's at 5 neways.
Okay, staying up it is. :]

Now I shall just update on the holidayss.

Last day of school, I was literally screaming for joy cause of it. Hahaha.
I really needed a break from form 4 life okay. It's really so tough.
Shez was suppose to scream with me ! but she didn't cause she maluuu. :3

AFTER.

It's been okay so farr. Puasa is the only thing getting in the way right now.
It just HAD to be during the holidays. So esok I might chill at OU, again.
Anyone nak ikut ? :) Can't wait for Friday thoughh. Hope parents let me go. :)

Okay now I'm gonna ditch. So byee. x

say hello to goodbye

2009-08-23T18:45:00.003+08:00

I might just say 'goodbye' to this blog.
I haven't been updating cause of various reasons.
so its getting kinda boring & I don't think people'll still keep up.
I haven't even reached my 100th post dammit.
12 more to go ! maybe i'll stop at the 100th.
whatever it is, I'm sure to delete this blog soon.
:)

Pain, pain go away.

2009-08-18T18:13:00.002+08:00

Aiyoooo, yesterday I had a headache.
Today I've got a really bad stomach ache.
What's gonna happen tomorrow ?
H1NI ?!
Okay, wait, I'm sorry I never meant it.
I pray I don't geddit. :p
62 deaths already ? :S

I gotta blogg.

2009-08-17T20:37:00.002+08:00

My blog is getting so boring don't cha think ?
Don't blame me, I just have nothing to blog about & form 4 life is so messed up right now.
Exams are in a month's time, then goodbye form 4 hello form 5.
Shit, is it me, or is time flying by so fast this year ? :S

Puasa's on Saturdayy. Wheee. :) I'm in the mood man. Oh oh ! One of mah souls sista's birthday is on the day we start puasa ! *points at Diba. & grandmummy's birthday too. :D Then in a month RAYA !
It just sucks that we gotta puasa on our term break. Ah well, life's not all fair, right ?

Since I have a major headache now due to over studying, I shall blog about my past weekend.

SATURDAY ;
Yes, I actually went for the V.I Interact Installation thing.
Why ? Cause I am an awesome friend. ;) You are most welcome by the way.
I was only there for an hour though cause I had to head to Aaron's.
For, PREFECTS SOCIAL !
I had no regrets attending it. NONE AT ALL.
Cause it was so freakin wickedd. <3
I want pictures la Shezzz . :p

SUNDAY ;
I did nothing. No really.
Both my plans got cancelled so I stayed home.
Very productive, no ?
So I stayed home and ate . . ice cream. BR all the way mannn.

WEEKEND, PLEASE COME FAST.
I NEED YOU, I WANT YOU.
Okay byee.

Cause you had a bad day.

2009-08-14T16:39:00.002+08:00

Today was just NOT my day.
Know why ? Ugh, its just too stupid to say.
Finally the weekend has come. JOY.

So, this weekend. NOT FREE. At all.
I have no idea when I can find the time to rest & do homework.
Saturday ; probably going for VI Interact Installation thing then straight to Aaron's.
Gonna be there till god knows what time, maybe around 11 ? then sleep.
Sunday ; probably going jogging. NO PROMISES.
Then I may go raya shopping after.

Hmm. Busy busy busy.
GIMME A BREAK.

I'm in the mood for koko krunch now.
Bye. x

It feels like ..
I'm the freakin' target,
BACK OFF,
I just wanna be normal, please.

Cherry Cherry, Boom Boom.

2009-08-09T19:54:00.003+08:00

Prefects Camp 09' has officially ended.
Well, it was fun while it lasted right ?
The rare running along the corridors,
the Chinese whispers that had me frustrated like some mad cow,
the freak dizziness I got thanks to .. okay, I can't even explain it right now,
&& finally, the "I don't care how loud I scream," SCREAM.
However tired&exhausted I am, I sure had fun. :)
Let's hope it continues to next year !

Pictures weren't much,
but its better than nothing. :)
Thanks to CHOOI ERN.

my favorite of the bunch.

my wax ball maker. :p

the freak game which had me dizzy as hell.

Okee, thats all from me for now.
Bye.

Let's hope I shall see you again.

2009-08-08T12:14:00.002+08:00

My whole weekend has been booked thanks to prefects camp.
Prefects camp last year was hell awesome, so I'm hoping this year is better.
I'm going off at around 1.30 I guess, & will probably coming home at around 8-ish ?
So yes, miss me will ya' ?
It sucks that there's no sleepover this year. :(

Tomorrow, I may go Raya shopping ! :)
I need shit loads of new things, my cupboard is getting boring by the day.
So I pray daddy gives enough dough.
I feel so uninspired to continue this post.
So I will ditch you all here.

EXCUSEMOI.

Count to 10, then FLY.

2009-08-04T19:24:00.004+08:00

Once upon a time, I met this girl, her name is SYA OSMAN.
She's such a loser I swear ; BEWARE .
Her lameness is so contagious.
Lolzz. xD~
See what I mean ? :p

..

So today was coooooool. I thought Chem class would drag on till like forever,
but it was surprisingly fun. :) 3 hours man.
& I've got a new favorite song thanks to my so called second MJ . :p
'I'm gonna make a change, for once in my lifee , uh ! '
HAHAHHA. Inside joke.

Headed to Decanter straight after school cause I'm cool ,
with Double D & A ! HAHAHHA.
Oh god, see how much Sya's lameness is coming on to me ? :(
Okay, I'm tired la. Should I sleep ?
One thing's for sure, I smell cake and I shall hog it all. ;)
Bye.

Aren't they lovely ?

2009-08-02T15:48:00.003+08:00

We miss you, Michael.
I want this shirt, Supree baby.

This, SCREAMS BOF. <3
Hell yes, Aidi, Diba & Ammie.

We're going down down.

2009-08-01T18:00:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates people. I've been so busy these past few weeks. I said I'd blog about everything but maybe I've lost that blogging mojo.

This is meant to be a week ago post but what the heck, better late than never right ?
Last week was Cempaka's LIVERIGHTNOW campaign . But I couldn't go cause I went for Liverpool in Singapore . :)
Damn nice. I saw my sexy Torres . <3
&& I finally got one of these,

:D

SKIP.

Yesterday was Commencements night.
My heels hurt like crazy now cause I stood on stage the WHOLE NIGHT.
Was there in Cheras for rehearsals for the whole day and I'm still so exhausted.
My weekends have all been booked till 15August. My god, this is cutting my sleep time man.

Right now, I am looking forward to MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia.
Boys Like Girls, AAR & Hoobastank, I'll be waitingg. <3
Till then.

Nuts.

2009-07-28T19:23:00.001+08:00

I shall blog later on my trip to watch Liverpool in Singapore & Cema & Big Splash ! :)

On holiday.

2009-07-23T22:31:00.003+08:00

I want to get away now.
I need to escape from all the shit happening in my life.
Right now, I've got Singapore to look forward to.
Not the most ideal location, but I'll take it.
Just to clear my head.

Sweet Home Alabama.

2009-07-15T21:43:00.004+08:00

So I didn't go to school today, sue me.
This stupid flu has been forcing me to stay at home.
I want to go to school, I hate sitting around at home doing nothing. It bites. :(
&& ; I read my Twilight book all over again, that's cause I don't have a life when I'm at home. But it felt nice to get a day's break & catch up on dear loss sleep.

I realized I never updated on FAME !
Well, it was definitely better than last years production.
Choreography was breathtaking . Seriously, Muhaimin, I have no idea how you do it .
I never took any pictures because my camera bailed on me -- AGAIN. ugh.
I hate you, Wawan. After what, 4 freaking years of being in the same class, how could I never know that you could hit those bloody high notes ?! Mengade ah you ni. :p
Okay yes, so that's all from me today.

I need a picture to end this post. I like pictures on my posts. Makes it nice&brighter. :)

ditto.

I'll take the chance.

2009-07-08T21:04:00.003+08:00

Wherever you go,
Whatever you do,
I will be right here waiting for you.
Whatever it takes,
Or how my heart breaks,
I will be right here waiting for you.

The lines bolded, stress whats happening in my life right now.

To my two july babies,

2009-07-06T20:33:00.005+08:00

This post is dedicated to the 2 important people in my life,
who have gone with me through think&thin,
& though we may not be as close as before,
the things you have done for me will always be remembered. <3
Cheesy much ? Aha.
I love the both of you like a DONKEY <3's its MONKEY&HUGAHUNTER. :)

SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRSTLY TO LISAJANE !
5TH JULY.

Oh, I have still have those std6 pictures sa when we all looked so darn innocent.
Not anymore huh ? :p

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG IWAWAN!
6TH JULY.

I hate the 1st picture of me but since you told me you liked it ages ago,
I posted it up. See how nice I am ? :p

....

Okay so I'm done with the birthday posts. :) I feel good.
Oh & I'm sorry I couldn't make it for your surprise dinner wawan, I think by the time you read this it wouldn't be a surprise anymore. :p Tomorrow, only 6 of us will be in class. Yes, I'm psychic & that is my prediction. Not looking forward to tomorrow. :(
But I am looking forward to production. :D
Okay, I have to do hw now.

&themonthofjulystarts.

2009-07-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

I am currently doing sejarah now.
Corrections for my mid year exam paper.
Golly, form 4 is so bloody hard ah.
Anyway, I really <3 this picture.

ammie&heidi were doing their work. babi rajin okay.
Everyone looks nice in this pic. :) &yes aidi, that includes you. ahaha. :p

I really need to stop procrastinating.
I have tons of work to finish, presentations coming up and my freaking bm lisan is due next week. aiyooo.

Okay, so it's back to the books for me.

the day it ended

2009-06-27T09:19:00.003+08:00

So yesterday I watched Transformers 2.
It was UH-MAZING. <3 Well, I preferred number this to the number 1 la.
SHIA LABEOUF. yumm.

The weekend has finally arrived.
I get to catch up on loss sleep bebeh.
Two parties to look forward to these 2 weeks.
I LOVE. <3

RIP.

2009-06-26T21:21:00.001+08:00

This post is for MJ.
The King Of Pop.
A legend.

Your death shocked me, scratch that, the world.
Your music was always fun & the best part is,
clearly your songs were the definition of,
YOU.

&& with that, I can say RIP, MJ.
You'll be dearly missed.

..

Yes, I know I promised a happy post, and it'll be up soon la kay. hahaha.
I very malas to update.

:/

2009-06-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

Yes, it's true.
I just wasted all my bloody time on you.
& I can crap all I want here, cause you never read my blog anyway,
so yes, you can leave my life now, and this time,
DON'T COME BACK.

....

Sorry for the really depressing post people. I just needed to get this off my chest. Cause I really am breaking down. I promise a happy post will be up soon ! :) till then.

Week.

2009-06-18T17:16:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. Sorry for the sudden disappearance. Had so much to do these past few days. :/
I shall update about everything, if you're lucky.

So I have this really really bad addiction for Sims.
I hate you guys for giving it to me la.. :p ugh, I have to try to stopp.

Other than that, today was some USA-Malaysia women football program thing. It's like coaches from the US come to train us. So darn tiring okay.

Group photo ! :)

I'm also suppose to go for Asunta IU day cause Interact directors have to go. But I had no transport. Sorry keishaa. :(

2. Report card day was yesterdayy.
It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be actually. I thought my parents would nag&nag but they didn't . Lucky day I guess ? But towards the end of school, there were only 2 people in my class, & yes, it included me. Then Vince joined us ! with 15 mins left. :)

3. Then on Thursday, it was R.A.G day.
It's this day where students can become teachers & teach whatever they want.
I joined Datin's talk. It was not badd. I really wanted to say something, but I couldn't, like I didn't have the guts to.I just hate that part of myself.

Bla bla bla, so that was the whole update. You got lucky. ;)
I'm watching the indonesia open now & Malaysia is losingg. :(
Aiyoo.

x

:(

2009-06-13T18:40:00.003+08:00

I'M SO SORRY.
SO TERRIBLY SORRY.

Complicated.

2009-06-09T22:36:00.002+08:00

Why is everything falling out of place ?
The people whom I thought I knew just aren't the people who they use to be.
I want the things to fall back,
back, specifically 3 years ago,
where everything just seemed so ..perfect.

Bytheway, YOU, you've changed the most,
&& I swear it's gone too far.
screw you.

there's a first to everything.

2009-06-08T21:11:00.003+08:00

Wow, it finally happened.
I didn't think it would but it did.

YES. KARIN CHONG FINALLY ATE A BURGER.
okay seriously, who doesn't eat burgers ? :p
I can finally say that now that you've actually eaten one.

So today I started my homework.
I just realized I've got tons of it. :S
Biography presentation ? I don't remember her explaining this.
Oh god, I'm so screwed. I need to finish this by tomorrow. ALL of it.
I have my reasons okay . bye.

Post posted up at 9.25pm.
x

A week flew by.

2009-06-07T20:36:00.009+08:00

I like this new blogskin.
It's simple&nice.

Yes, it was time for a change.

Anyhoo, my holidays so far have been great !
Perth&Singapore was awesome.
Shopped like A LOT LOT. :)
well, not in Singapore cause I fell sick. :(
lucky timing huh ?
&& now I'm still sick, but I hope to make the outing on Tues, its been so boring at home. Pictures from Perth&Singapore will be out soon !

Oh&by the way, I just had the sexiest cookies alive.
be jealous.

none other than famous amos right ?
A genius recipe.

time to go now.
Post posted up at 9pm.
x

EDIT :
I found this too cool. :p

All I needed was a wednesday but I couldn't wait. hahaha . :)
Post posted at 12.30am.
x

goodbye.

2009-05-30T12:44:00.002+08:00

Last days of first term.
gonna miss it. :(

I've got more but really, I have to go,
SAVE THE WORLD ! :)

no comment.

2009-05-24T18:16:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna blog.
I find my kris allen post awesome. :)
but I have to blog . . eventually.

too bad eventually isn't now.

XX

WINNER.

2009-05-21T17:38:00.006+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
KNOW WHY ?

CAUSE KRIS ALLEN WON BABY ! :)
I ♥ HIM MAN.

aaahh, look at his face, god so cute. ;p

Instead of doing our work, we (me, am and diba) looked up the results, and lookie who we saw. :D
started screaming like crazzy okay, thats how much we wanted him to win. & em, how much we think he's so hot. hahaha. :p now that he's done it,

CONGRATS KRIS. ROCK US WITH YOUR UPCOMING ALBUMS.
I'D BE FIRST IN LINE TO GET YOUR ALBUM NOT AHEMdibaAHEM. ;)

okay, that was a hell satisfying post. ;)
now I shall watch the replay of it, cause I seriously can't get enough. ahhahaa.

XX

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2009-05-17T19:25:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM & CIK YANG ! :)

mummy, thank you for everything you've done. sorry for everything I've done wrong
& I love you.
oh and cik yang (erika's mum) have a great birthday too !

thats cik yang on the far right holding her nephew.
ahem, and ERIKA next to her. :)

that's all the pictures I'm posting up. :)
I am gonna kill my brain now with physics.

goodbye. x

for a friend

2009-05-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

I am doing this for aidira since she doesn't want other people to see her beautiful face on my previous post. :)

EXAMS STARTS TOMORROW,
& I'M FREAKING OUT.
FIRST WEEK OF EXAMS IS ALREADY SCREWED.
HARDEST SUBJECTS LINING UP ONE BY ONE.

IT'S CREEPY I'M TELLING YOU.

I shouldn't even be doing this right now.
Kesian la Aidira. :)
now you happy babe ?

I am going to study till my brain goes haywire on me. goodbye.

GOOD LUCK TO FORM 4 AND 5'S !

One day after another.

2009-05-04T20:09:00.002+08:00

" Thank god you didn't post up any ugly pictures of me,"

"So, what if I did it today?"

" OMG, ALIA. NO,"

......

sorry aidi, couldn't resist. :D

So today was fun putting aside the fact I was sick .
Had the best of talks with shez, ammie and aidi cause ustaz was absent .
me, aidi & diba ditched studying chem for 90210. ;)
had my bubble tea with wawan .
& looking forward to tonight. :)

please don't fail me now.
you did it 3 years back & doing it again,
now, just sucks.

<3

2009-04-28T17:18:00.004+08:00

we're too cool for school. ;)

we try'na play it nigga.

doesn't am look stunning in the last 2 pictures ?
you're welcome am, you know you <3 meh. :)

next year bebeh.

2009-04-26T16:11:00.002+08:00

It's okay Helang, we're gonna rock em' next year. :)
Sports day ended a few hours back & I'm sure gonna miss it.
& to think that it's my second last sports day! wow, I tua gile. ;p

Time passes by like crazy this year.
Swimming Gala, Games Carnival, Sports Day. ALL DONE.
It sure has been a very memorable few months,
from the tan lines, to the sweaty looks and to just Everything.

I shall cherish this whole year like how I have cherished the past few months..
even if it does include studying chemistry. ;)

xx

FAME.

2009-04-17T19:35:00.002+08:00

Fame Audition was wreck.
I didn't wanna join, but friends & teachers persuaded me to.
so no choice la kan.

Other than that,

the weekend finally arrived.
I just really really hate form 4 right now. So hard. god. kill me.
& time passes by so fast, I don't even realize its April.
Need to makan now.

GB.
x

I find that so cool. :p

2009-04-16T20:06:00.001+08:00

Guess who's come down with the flu? :(

till next year.

2009-04-08T21:26:00.002+08:00

GC just ended yesterday.
Put aside the part where I'm burnt & tired, I sure am gonna miss it .
So overall, this is what I've won.

House Deco = Nothing
Handball = Gold
5 aside = Gold
Badminton = Gold
Polo = Gold

how righteous. ;)

So tomorrow, sports practice begins.
I am really not looking forward to this, I'm still worn out from GC man.

Marching's most probably gonna be out in the hot sun again, which is not good. I'm so bloody dark already. ugh.
& I just realized that sunblock DOES NOT work on me. It makes me DARKER. -.-

Now that its all dead and gone, pictures from GC '09. Well, some of em'.

ugh.

2009-04-04T22:46:00.002+08:00

okay seriously, screw you la.
I swear you're getting more annoying by the minute.
& I'm mighty glad you didn't put me up.
life would be so much better, easier if you weren't around.
and stop trying to act nice, cause you know, you're not.

frustrated much ? :(

Number 1

2009-04-02T19:09:00.002+08:00

WE GOT GOLD!
U-15 HANDBALLERS GOLD BABYY.

now this is why we rock . . hard. ;)
it seriously made my day.

So other than that, American Idol just finished.
danny gokey, you the man. <3

March has been such an awesome month for me so far. please oh please, stay that way.

Games Carnival is tomorrow!
I'm excited & nervous at the same time.
& I'm so dark from handball! I hate it, and to make matters even worse, I'm gonna be playing in the sun for another whole week . . oh the joy.

I am so exhausted wei. I guess I should rest a while, now, at 7.17pm.
who knows, maybe I'll fall asleep.
& that might not be sucha bad thing. ;)
HAHA.

x

House deco

2009-03-31T17:43:00.003+08:00

Congratulations SELADANG for winning house deco! :)
both, cheras & damansara.

Helang, mari kita rock games carnival. ;)

celebrate good times come on!

2009-03-30T20:32:00.003+08:00

Handball was awesomeee.
U-15's won all 2 games! :)

Looks like this number on my jersey is pretty lucky. ;p

Only certain people know why I chose this number. ;)
So tomorrow, I've got house deco!
gosh, I'm so excited.

COME ON YOU HELANGS!
till tomorrow & thursday!
where MSSKL continues. :)

x

chills.

2009-03-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

Wish me luck guys, handball competiton tomorrow.
& I'm uber scared.

In The AYER.

2009-03-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

many thanks for the invite, yao.
your house is so freaking nice it's not funny.
till the next one! :)

you spin my head right round right round.

screw it all.

2009-03-23T17:01:00.003+08:00

Physics was okay, I guess.
The hours were so long.
I think I slept for 30 minutes.
2 hours 30 minutes okay! Don't say you wouldn't have done it too. :p

I cannot wait, till exams are over and done with.
I have a feeling I screwed up these exams like crazy. :(
I don't wanna get my results backk. god.

BUT BUT, next thing to look forward to is JENQ YAO'S SWEET SIXTEEN!
Yes, so I can't wait. :) hehe.

Tomorrow, I've got bio and EST. I have to ace bio, I just have to.
I shall go bury my head into the books again.

Till tomorrow! Good luck for exams! :)
xx

Moment of Stupidity. ;p

2009-03-19T21:32:00.003+08:00

I woke up this morning, so sure it was a Friday.
I went through the whole day, thinking it was a Friday.
Checked my phone, didn't believe it, checked my calender, didn't believe it either. hahaha.
that was how sure I was. ;p

Finally, I realized that it was a Thursday when ..
well, stupid reason. :D I shall keep it to myself. hehe.

So, TODAY.
had absolutely nothing, only handball.
I've been so tired nowadays because of all the sports.
yesterday, I slept at 9.30! amazing huh? ;)
I've got sports the whole week & exams next week. :(

Talking about sports, look what I've stumbled upon..

MSSKL Badminton 2006

I look so, geeky & nerdayyy! hahahaha. & I can guess who's laughing right now.
First of all, ERIKA, ALY AND WAWAN.
They tend to do that to me, ALOT. hahaa.
kay, I shall ditch this, and go talk to friends now. :)

math math math, chem chem chem. -.-

2009-03-11T20:13:00.003+08:00

why was math so freaking hard?
Im serious, I couldn't do anything.
Thank god, it wasn't just me who couldn't do it. we shall all flunk together. ;)

Okay, enough with math, cause I know I'm gonna flunk it. :'(
CHEMISTRY ESOK. IM SCARED.
So many things to study, I haven't even started sejarah!
blegh. I need that holiday, come faster pleaseee. :)

I shall go makan now, nowadays I've been eating like a pig. :p
Makan, Mandi, Study Chem till late. yes, thats my plan.

I pray I stick to it.
so yes, good bye.

exams, stress, HELP.

2009-03-07T21:37:00.003+08:00

"Chemistry, please get into my head,"

I say this every time before I start studying chem believe it or not. :p

I know, LAME. but ever since world maths day, my brain has been . . dead.
not funny okay. I'm scared now.

It's not just chem, there's history, physics, bio.
ugh, everything's so hard now.. :(
I miss form 3, and form 2, AND form 1.

God, Save Me Now.

It's time to say goodbye,
only just for a while..

we are the champions of .. the worldmathsday. :P

2009-03-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

since I have nothing else better to do, I shall update on today. :)
today, world maths day competition final day.

pressured like crazy by the form 1's. we were racing against each other to get 3rd.
but in the end we got it! :)
good job anyways.

CONGRATS TO FORM 2 TEAM A.

8am-8pm. god, that whole time, I stared at the screen like a nerd okay. :p
not funny, I got sick of it. :)
satay party late after.
I hated the satay. :S

came home, here I am. on the computer AGAIN when I know I should be studying for exams next week. :S
did I mention I hate form 4?

mhm.

no comment.

2009-02-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

I feel uninspired to do another post.
Inspiration oh inspiration, where are you? :)

swimming gala 09' memories.

2009-02-26T18:32:00.005+08:00

Finally it has came, the swimming gala photos.
It took a while for sara to upload it, but it came in the end.
thanks babe. x

till next year's swimming gala. (;
this year's will definitely be remembered.

today & yesterday.

2009-02-23T17:20:00.003+08:00

Swimming gala was just terrific.
Although helang got last, again, I know we'll rock everything else this year. :)

Took loads of pictures with sara's cam, & we practically went wild in the so-called haunted house. JADE WAS THERE. omg, i miss her like crazy & we shouted our heads off as usual shouting for helang. and and we played this game on ammie's itouch, its something like guitar hero, and I lost by like what, 25,000 points. : P

Im very bad in video games, Im sorry. :)
yesyes that was yesterday, but today it got even better haha.
well, I was suppose to go visit NURUL AIN IDRIS in school but I had lunch with family.
so, went to hartamas shopping centre, ate, saw people. : )
while eating, a blackout suddenly happened, and believe me, people were screaming.

I dont geddit, its bright and early and yet people scream as if its 12 midnight when it happened. pfft. hahaa.

3o minutes later, it came back on, but it went off again soon after.
they seriously need to sue. : P

yes, so thats it.
I think that was my LONGEST post. i feel proud. hahaha.
okay now my laptop's just lagging, i better close this now.
goodbye. :)

and you bail yet again.

better in time

2009-02-20T17:44:00.002+08:00

Screw life right now.
Im not enjoying it at the moment.
I hate form 4, I screwed my sejarah test.
& It's not helping that I'm listening to an emo song right now. : (

Okay okay, enough of this. Let's make this post happy, no? : )
Here comes the weekend again, I love it.
because because, I dapat tidur. hahaha. : )

I really am a lazy ass sometimes okay, but I can't help it. It's too addictive. : p
I am currently listening to "Skyway Avenue" by We The Kings.
Such a good song really.

I cannot wait till Sunday. : ) Know why know why?
You shall see why.

I shall go now, I have a date with my roti canai downstairs. : P
till sundayy. : )

ewwwewwwewwww. :(

2009-02-16T18:45:00.002+08:00

I just finished reading one sick article.
& I'm wondering why people nowadays are just so bloody stupid.
See for yourself.
I'm so disgusted right now.

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/article2233878.ece

They may look innocent, when they're actually not..

not in the zone. ;)

2009-02-15T20:11:00.003+08:00

Because I have nothing else to do.. hehe. : )

VALENTINE'S. I don't really see what's so special about it.
but but, it was a good day. ( :

both yesterday & today.

Anywayyy..

This is why my world would be empty without them. <3

HAHAHAHA. OH MY WAWAN.

thank you.

2009-02-08T01:06:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I would like to thank EVERYONE who wished me today. :')
love you all to bits. xx

awesome day today, got everything i wanted. what more is good enough? :)
yes, & I rebonded my hair.
I have a fringe now which keeps falling and is so bloody annoying. -.-

Its 1.30am and Im staying up for the portsmouth versus liverpool match. haha.
Go LIVERPOOL BABY.

i shall go watch it now. thank you again! :D

IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.

2009-02-04T23:42:00.004+08:00

I LOVE MY CHICA'S.

THEY ROCK MUH SOUL. ;)

HONESTLY, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'D DO WITHOUT THEM.
;)

Monday babes, Monday. :)

indeed special.

2009-02-03T22:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IIIZZYYY! :)

he thinks he's so funny, he thinks he's so cute,
but watch out brother zzyy, im'ma blow you down the chute. :p

HAHAHA.
I am gonna take you out for those crocs you wanted. ;)
16 already, so old la zyy. ;p

..

anyway, first day of school after cny break.
I hated it fullstop.
It felt good, being at home again with no crap to worry about.
but things can't always go my way, right?
Msskl tomorrow. ugh. I'm gonna get left behind in my schoolwork again.
After finally catching up with everything during the break, look who turns to stab me in the back.

I need some sleep.
no skype tonight kay. I'm sorry. I'm just really exhausted.

temporarily out of order.

2009-02-01T23:34:00.001+08:00

my blog is really retarded now i know, but i shall fix it in the morning.
mama needs rest some time ya' know. ;)

birthday post

2009-01-29T14:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE ANNOYING BROTHER!
LOOK WHO TURNS 12 TODAY. ;)

I would post up pictures, but I dont have any.
hahaa, amazing huh? I never took pictures with him. ;p
i'll get your present when im out.
i bet you want another hoodie. ;)

....

anyhoo, im watching gossip girl now! :)
im only at episode 14, hahaa. yes i know, very left behind.
very busy doing homework. blegh.

just answer my bloody calls, fool.

2009-01-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

oh my. something is wrong. very, very wrong.

TURN IT UP.

2009-01-26T23:24:00.004+08:00

TURN IT UP.

well, im still stuck at home. but..it was better than yesterday. by a mile. :)

right now, im talking to nruls on msn. i miss her like hell loads eversince she moved out of cemp.
move back now. :(

right now...

should I or should I not?
i dont feel like it.
maybe next year when i turn 16. :)
we shall see. ;)
& I've been eating a lot lately. :p
F.Y.I.

so im'ma ditch you all for food. nyehehe. ;p
goodbye.

house lockdown.

2009-01-25T20:11:00.003+08:00

house lockdown.

Im so bored.
help me pleaseee.

I did absolutely nothing today. oh the joy. ;)
I wanna get out. I feel so trapped.
going out for mamak does not count. ;p

Im not even going anywhere for the holidays. Stuck at home, with my 4 cats.
gosh, saying that made me feel old. ;)

:O someone just screamed downstairs. I need a little drama today,
gonna go check it out. ;)

MY BEBEH'S PARTY. :)

2009-01-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AGAIN TO MY SOUL SISTA', NURUL AIN IDRIS!
I LOVE YOU TO BITS WOMAN, & YOUR PARTY WAS AWESOME. :)

I just went in my jeans & VEST. ahhaha.
i've got a thing for vests nowadays. i just bought a new one.
be jealous. ;)

met with a lot of people i missed. too many.
but im happy now. :) i danced like crazzyy to get people in the mood.
but i swear, so tak COORPERATIVE. hahaa. :)
surprisingly, i didnt eat. there were like 10 pizzas and not a single slice eaten. :p
im sorry but im very malas to put up pics.

I hope you like your birthday present, woman. :D
I shall go now, i need to makan. HAHAH.

I can't wait.

2009-01-13T18:30:00.000+08:00

I want the weekend to come. Now.

I can die from exhaustion.

& I want my birthday to come too. :)

I need some cheering up. I know I deserve it.

7th February. remember. ;p

& no people, i am not having a sweet sixteen.

because once that date comes, i'll be turning 15, not 16.

im underaged. deal with it. :)

oh time please fly now. please..

in the past.

2009-01-09T21:01:00.001+08:00

first week of school, Gone.

so far, I am not enjoying school at the moment. :(

I like doing homework, but too much of it bites.

Science stream is tough, i barely understand physics. =S

& ; Im already thinking that I'm sitting for SPM this year when I'm not.

this is how I have been feeling over the past week. & to just imagine that it has barely been a month of school. =S

god knows how im'ma deal with this throughout the year.

I wish time could just rewind. back to 2007, when I was in form 2.

when studies were so much easier. wait scratch that..

when LIFE was so much easier..

I want some things to change. please, oh please.

Can It Be Now? :)

mama who does it all. ;)

2009-01-07T19:22:00.000+08:00

there i posted it up. are you happy wawan? :)

i didnt want to do this but he forced me too.

I've been blogging a lot lately. i hope you guys are happy. ;)

ugh. we started floating classes again. i hate floating. and i havent even gotten a locker yet so the weight of my books have bruised my right shoulder. :(

i am currently doing add maths now, but i seem to be distracted. :)

I HATE IT. prevents me from doing work. haha. im such a nerd. :p

OMG, i have to get up and do my add maths now, and bm, and math.

goly, so much. :(

she's that .. nerd. ;)

2009-01-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

yes people i am actually studying chem.

I need to get my mind straight.

after only 2 days, we've got tons of homework. :(

I've got a year till spm but i know time is gonna fly by like crazy fast,

so i need to study this NOW.

Im gonna go do my physics now. then study and study some more. ;)

whoaa, this is so not like me. hahahah. :p

for now, its just my physics which i'm going to do.

10-9=25? huh what? i still dont get it.

school's back.

2009-01-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

first day of school was .. boring.

i guess there was the form 1 orientation and all that brought the mood down.

except for this one particular part. :)

my timetable is crazy. I've got double chem, double physics, and double bio all on the SAME day. which means double the homework for each of the subjects. :(

I am going to die in form 4.

shall we all die together? :)

I have to do my commonwealth essay now. god, its due next week and I haven't even started.

i need brain food. aku nak makan. :)

bye bye.xx

Tomorrow WILL Come.

2009-01-04T16:35:00.000+08:00

school's tomorrow.

i can't wait.

home is so boring & i need people to talk to.

asap.

wtf man. you walked by me as if i was invisible. not even a smile or a wave. did i do something wrong?

lets start fresh. :)

2009-01-01T09:24:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

goodbye, 2008 & hello 2009.
this was suppose to be a 12am post but my internet got screwed up.
overall, i thought 2008 was a good year. not the best, but good. :)
my PMR results were quite satisfying, i feel closer to them than before. so yes yes, GOOD. :)

did you do anything for new years? well, i didnt. all my family wanted to do was to go for dinner because my dad wasn't very keen on watching the fireworks this year. :(

i shall blog more later. amy's begging me to watch higglytown heroes with her. ;)

6A'S BABY. 6A'S.

ka-boom.

2008-12-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

"this is it, alia.

tomorrow you shall go in the hall, sit down, & wait.

its only PMR right? its not the end of the world if results are bad.

DO NOT lose your mind, its not the right time.

relax."

cry me a river.

2008-12-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

my eyes are numb. yes, i have been crying.

not over some guy, mind you. ;)

i just watched titanic. i know it's an old movie, but i find them the best. :)

i needed 2 tissue boxes beside me. that's how much i cried.

after titanic is the guardian starring ashton kutcher.

another sad movie, and a hot guy. ;)

i shall watch it now! there goes another tissue box. hhaa.

oh and later i shall blog about my death scare.

reunited & it feels so good.

2008-12-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

okay, today was just the BEST DAY EVER.

i met up with my darling friends, which made me realize that i miss them like crazy.

so it was aly, lisa, nurul, wawan, arif, and nabilah(nurul's cousin) and we went to the curve.

it took like one and a half hours for nurul to arrive! by the time she came, we finished our food. :P BUT BUT, we had a little treat for her. kan when you go t.g.i.f & its your birthday, you have to stand on the chair and all right? well, we did that as an early birthday treat for my hippo aka nuruls. :)

she was so embarrassed she turned red! and there was apart where she had to sing and she sang silent night. HAHAHHAA. i love you nrul. ;)

then as usual, we all went crazy taking pictures, and there was this part where we actually blocked the whole road. :P im really sorry. hehe.

oh oh! did i mention we wore christmas hats? haha. yes well, aly, lisa and I wore it and everybody kept looking at us.

"it's christmas man, where's the spirit?"

yes yes, so that was basically it. no pictures yet, i forgot to bring my camera. nyeh. :P

i want to go watch the liverpool game now. hehe.

bye bye. xx

waiting.

2008-12-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

i just realised a few minutes ago. pmr results are so close. :S
i dont wanna go. someone please kill me now.

i know i didnt keep my promise the last time, but i assure you i will this time. :)

i am so bored. i need to do something. lately, i've been very addicted to the computer.
i need to stop. i have to stop. . . . . . hahaha. no way. :p
i shall bug my brother now cause he's bullying my little sister.

bye bye. :)

guess who's back? :)

2008-12-17T12:17:00.000+08:00

omfg.

im actually back, ALIVE.

im in pain.

kinabalu killed me.

im in need of something.

i will update, i promise. :)

just not now, i am TIRED.

maybe aound 3am later. :p

goodbye.

leaving.

2008-12-11T09:46:00.000+08:00

i know i havent been updating in a long time. i swear, im such a lazy ass. :p
well here it is, the update for you people.

I'M BORED.

i hope your happy. :) haha.

and i may not update for the next few days, cause i'm going kinabalu. WHOO!

im so so so SO excited!

i shall pack now, because i haven't even started packing so bye bye. :)

oh, and p.s. you so the cool.

yes, YOU.

locked in.

2008-11-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

today was just really really BORING.
I could have stayed in ou and watched madagascar with aaron & erika.
but my little brother, and mum got in the way.. as always. :(

my little brother wanted to go out to buy a new video game.

i had to go cause there was no one else around & you know, he's little and helpless. muaaha. :)

so anyways, erika called and ajak for lunch lah.

but, i called my mum for permission, and she said no.

merajuk ah. but I went to ou anyway for the video game thing.

then i stopped over at chilis to meet up with them for a while.

I stayed for about 10 mins. and I really hoped i could have stayed longer, cause I wated to watch madagascar. (I do okay, it looks cool. ;P)

but my dorky brother wanted to go home to install his game, and my mum said no anyway, so i HAD to go home.

now, im sitting here playing his video game since he's out for football, and i swear he's got no taste in games. ;)

west side story.

2008-11-23T13:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday's west side story was okayyyy..
i'm not gonna say anything here, cause i know im gonna get beaten up for it. ;p
so its just better to keep my mouth shut.

dont you think? x

those eyes of your, incredible. :)

awkward yet beautiful.

2008-11-19T08:36:00.000+08:00

sorry i havent been updating, i've been so busy lately. yes BUSY. during the holidays. thats totally bull* dont you think? :(

Actually, this was meant to be yesterday's post but because i was so bloody tired i slept at 9. earliest i have ever slept in a long time. So yesterday..

7.30am : Went to school to attend some museum function.

dont ask me about it. im warning you now. ;)

ended at 11.

12pm : went out with nurul, karin, nicole, andrew, jenq yao, and khai liang.

we went to the gardens and we went to signature to watch quantum of solace.

since the cinema was half empty, we were playing half the time. ;P

the people couldnt see us so what the heck right? :)

The Stupids ; Nurul & Andrew, at this one point, threw popcorn all over me.

when i got home, my hair probably smelled like popcorn.

im'ma get you one day guys. keep that in mind. :)

but the outing was somehow very awkward cause khai liang didnt seem to talk much.

what happened to you huh? you use to be the blabber in form 1. ;)

but on the plus side, it was really nice to see friends again. alyy's coming back on the 29th!

gosh, time passes by so slowly during the holidays.

what ever happened to the phrase "time flies" hmm?

why isnt time doing that now?

goodbyes' said.

2008-11-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

It was the last day of school today & it turned out to be a memorable one. as always. ;)

as usual, pizza was served. i swear, i ate like a pig. i was probably hogging everything with pineapple in it. 6 slices. now don't tell me thats not gonna put on any weight. ;p

oh god, report card day was horror. even though i didn't have to collect the report cause i'm form 3, it was the matter of standing there and doing who knows what.

i was hungry, i was tired, i was sleepy. & at times, i just sang to myself. ;p see lah, boredom comes over me that easily.

3.30pm.

FINISH.DONE.SCHOOL'S OVER.

thats it people. school's done! i'm not sure whether I should have been sad or not, but i was kinda sad.

i stood there taking one last glance at the school before i come back for my PMR results. :S

& holy crap, the thought of form 4 just scares me.

see how fast time just flies by ...

skipped.

2008-11-13T18:52:00.000+08:00

okay, so skip the part where I'm all new in this and let's just stop right here, today.

want to know what happened today?

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

except for the RAG day, but other than that, nothing. This is why I CANNOT WAIT till the holidays. there's just nothing to do in school nowadays after PMR ended. & for some reason, I actually miss studying. call me a geek, but I do. :P

well, I'm gonna go bug my brother now. hehe. I'm so mean. :)

oh oh, & if he's reading this, which I doubt he would, congrats for getting 4A's little brother! .. but I still hate you at times. ;)

I'm feeling a little famished right now. I need food.

I'm going to dig through my cabinets now till I find something. :P

byebye. xx